stress level up

exams are in 2 days oh lord.
Just realised i have been very gey kiang, not doing notes and just simply reading through notes & at the end of the day i realised i have forgotten what i read during the day. kill me now.
HAHAHHAHAHAHa sooooooooooooooooooo now is last minute chiong to start writing/typing notes!!!!! I suck right i know. Anyway had a fulfilling meal of long johns in the noon, it was so good heheh though im having a sore throat but who cares. #yolo

HANG IN THERE EVERYBODY!!!! & BUCK UP STUPID ME

FIGHTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

today is monday!!!!! quite a good day actually besides the fact that im really exhausted when its only the first day of the week )-:
Just updated to iOS6!!!! gonna get used to it soon hehe.
Anyway its only gonna be a 2-day school week for me cause im gonna give school a miss on wednesday & thurs & fri are study breaks!!!!!! :-) IT HAS TO BE PRODUCTIVE OR ELSE........ -slashes throat-
ok hehe slacking now cause i did quite a good job today, juggled my time & subjects well. I got to do a few math sums, read econs, & read chem. It seems little but its not ok?!?!?!?! gonna do that everyday, so when by the time it accumulates, i would have done my revision already yay! & the best thing is....... i relit my passion for piano!!!!! practised all the old songs that i printed & awwwww missed those times. Yeah it was good, so i had fun today = HAPPY!!!!
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pics & overdued pics. kinda guilty for not having a proper celebration for tanz & shufangz because of promos. LOOK WHAT YOUVE DONE TO US YOU BIG FAT ASSHOLE OF A PROMO.

selling the tribal pockets hw jeans, text me if interested!!!! 

Where do i begin

ok serene just called me & we talked about promos, #likeanerd
&............. i realised i havent fully conquered any subject, even my fav, chem.
I OUGHT TO BE SHOT. ONE MORE FREAKING WEEK
i guess i really gotta hardcore this few days, last few days i mean.
BLOODY HELL !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
ok ahahahhaha enough ranting.
Today was a surprisingly good day, went over to swa's to study, read geog notes & we talked alot hehe. Yay its been so long since we caught up. <3
unproductive though. Lets see, i need to conquer
econs - because i havent even begun............
chem - memorise definitions, & revise on the chemical structure & atomic bonding
Geog - left with hydro & litho
Math - REVISE!!!!!!!!!
screw it, i got to pray hard for luck because based on my hardwork........ hahahahahhahahha im so ashamed of myself.

now playing on replay

WTF i just realised promos are in 18 freaking days.......
i think 48 hours per day isnt even enough for me. How can i possibly squeeze all the bloody formulas and techniques and facts for chem geog math gp and econs into my puny brain?! bloody helllllllllllllllll
Have been shopping lately hehehehe, just bought my sk8ter skirts from cotton on, & qd's gonna order more for me fron F21 muahahaha retail therapy certainly is girl's best friend :-)
weekend has been good, a tad unproductive though, ive decided to go to sports hub mac everyday after school if i have time to study from tmr onwards. THIS IS A MUST because my house is too comfy i want to sleep/nap/eat/lie down and slack all the time.

only buying the rose knitted tank because all the shorts so pretty but no size )-: 

TIME FOR SOME LAST MINUTE CHIONG GEOG TIME yay so happy hur hur hur 

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just googled the geog qns, so fruitful hahahah cheater 101. anyway im like listening to youtube covers with aircon on and all, studying is fun like this. But in such a competitive environment, i'll pass. hahahaha as if i have a choice blah.

is it me or is time passing exceptionally fast this year/this week/this day now that promos are nearing
this week was soooooooooo hectic its not even funny. Have been busy preparing for my group's pw OP, neglecting homework and revision and all. So glad its finally over, hate presenting stuff in front of so many people. I did badly on thursday i know ): shook like a leaf i swear, trying to calm myself down in my head buy failed. YAY finally caught step up today! it was so good!!!!! love watching zai people dancing, so talented and beautiful *-*
so super lazy to start work can i procrastinate for one day i promise i will start tmr.......... D: this is bad

need to share these

some nights - fun (cover by madilyn bailey and many more talented peeps)

i wont give up cover - the eclipse

hate it when i know i can do better than this. really ): 

got nagged at piano teacher for only getting a pass, but i deserved it. I know i could have gotten a merit...... but i screwed up. DAMN #hatemyself

But today has been a kinda fruitful day for me, read through one chapter of math & one chapter of econs and did a chem mcq paper hahahaha no judging. Im gonna continue mugging soon ok, dont start nagging at me )-: 

But it was good because i managed my time well!!! got to nap for an hour, play guitar & all hence my good mood hehehehe. 

all i know is promos are coming means no meeting swa till then i think? & serious mugging shall begin........ i hope.   

What an unfruitful study holiday, having to do so so so much homework i cant even revise hahaha. im just pushing the blame to everything/everyone.
Mon & Tues - go back to school for lectures then pw at ming's. SO FREAKING TEDIOUS.
Wed- the weather was too awesome i spent a lot of time napping )-: met swa for lunch though, made my day hehe.
Thurs- sneaked into MJ to study success!!!! studying part was ok i guess, it was a conducive environment. all the hardcore muggers were there, from morning to night like seriously. As for me & jiyin...... we're quitters it was too hardcore & boring for us she came over to my place to slack and "study" which apparently failed ha ha ha.
TODAY IS FRIDAY ALREADY OHMY....... got to start actual revision. Im just afraid that everyone else have been mugging like crazy but im here slacking and all. "If god cant make me smart, at least make my friends stupider" HAHAHAHA saw this quote somewhere it was funny, and true.

overdued pics @ ngee ann 

jiyin hahaha. check out my tee heheheh

Having a coke with you

HAVING A COKE WITH YOU

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I'm with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o'clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it's in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven't gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn't pick the rider as carefully
as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

—Frank O'Hara

literature is so beautiful, too bad i can only understand so little that its hard to appreciate/comprehend its depth. Nevertheless, its still beautiful i'd like to read more.

This too shall pass

ohmy look at the calender now and its like the year is coming to an end. Is it me or did 2012 zoom by extremely allegro? HEHEH ohya guys i passed my piano exam!!! What the hell right?! i just took it in early august and the results are out already. although its just a pass........ its 111/150 it looks not bad right but the grade 'pass' is just unsatisfying. )-: all my own fault for screwing up and getting tensed up for nothing idiot is me.

hmmmmm spent my 1st day of sept with the boy hehe. piano was bad omg im doomed, totally losing interest in it i dont know how to bring myself to go for lessons with a smile and being excited to learn new songs like before. What is happening to me...... yeah did a little work then slacked my day off ohno. got home and watched beastly on hbo!!! brought back so many memories hehe. :-))) happy day.
Today as well, another good day. Perhaps its the holiday that is making me so joyous (until im forgetting that im soooooooooooo below average and i have sooooooo much to catch up with) i still have time to watch a bit of beastly again and burlesque on hbo. Burlesque was really good, Christina Aguilera damn hot and her voice so melodious and everything ahhhhhhhhhh. Just completed econs case study, *patts back* did a good job chionging it without distractions. Aiming to complete all the holiday homework by the end of today but looks unlikely. ): Ok study break is over!!! Need to maximise efficiency of productive studying & at the same time allocate sufficient resources to my rest so that i wouldnt be brain dead during the crucial exam period. LETS GOOOOOOOOO!!!!

May September be good.