How do you even keep all the memories?
sometimes i just wanna keep em up & lock em in a box or like Dumbledore's memory sink thingy, that'll be amazing.
I cant even remember anything in jc besides all the hard times like a levels, pw & syf.
Like asking when was cross country and what we did during this event blah, all those little information gone from my brain.
I just want to remember them all. (i know i'll probably make things up in my brain for all the stuff i forget, or memories will become that little thing i want to remember, but may not be necessarily accurate to detail)

today is sim's birthday & hes still in camp so we didnt get to celebrate together, im pretty sad, but we got to talk on the phone today, & i was so excited. I think this is what distance does to us, it makes us miss each other more, therefore cherishing each other and all that cheesy stuff. & yeah thats right, before army he doesnt even call. So thats one of those blessing in disguises, but i'd still rather him be out for 5 days and book in for 2 days for a change.
Been missing all our important dates/days, and all the more because our memory space is so limited we need to create more memories to fill that space & we missed our opportunity, i was really sad for a while. but we made a pact to live in denial for abit and celebrate our birthdays together next next week when we FINALLY get to meet. Curses at the horrible timing that things plan out to be, first his field camp, tmr i'll be flying to china for a week then when im back, he has his confinement week. Depressing indeed. To make things worse, i'll be missing out my clique overseas trip to Phuket, and that sucks. How to be thankful when things dont go your way? Thats a really hard skill to master, not gonna try but i will deceive myself for now, one step at a time.

sorry for ranting, & have a good day everyone xx Oh & its march holidays already??? why is time passing so fast i haven't basked myself in pure relaxation and joy yet. :-(

Just wanna cry in your arms but I promise I won't I just want you back safe and sound and fast. 

Been missing all the special days of the year, valentines day, soon to be your birthday, and my birthday as well. Wanna sulk & be whiny all day cause it's a sucky feeling without you but I will suck it up because I know being upset makes you upset & worried :,( 

Still haven't discussed about uni courses with you and wanna bring you around cafés cause you suck & is clueless about good food places. So many things to do, so little time.