Suddenly back at this space after more than a year.
Because I need an outlet
Suddenly it feels like my future is bleak
Everyday I drag myself up for lessons, pull myself to do my homework purely for the sake of doing
And to go for exchange I need to get a >4.5 gpa to even qualify for exchange and that's not even good enough.
But no it's not impossible
I can do this

hahahahah hi
its 2015 already.
the last time i blogged was about me not getting into NBS camp ranting and whinning like a 5 yo brat not getting her fav candy.

So yup this year will be the year im turning 20.
ive achieved many things, work, friends, started on a new phase in life - uni, which didnt start well...
but enough of that drama im done.
"whats done in 2014, stays in 2014" - Ying Jia, 2015
HAHAHAHAHHA

tmr im embarking on a journey, to bkk with my university mates.
kinda excited, like a bird that grew wings. first time flying out of the shelter of my parents/ & loved ones. Need to be independent & take care of my belongings to ensure that it wouldnt be a one and last trip with my friends.

hope that everything goes smoothly & we'll have nothing but fun there!!!!!
till then, xx

oh how much i miss this place. will be back soon, promise.
(funny how i keep making empty promises myself, what a bitch i am)

hope i come back alive & in one piece, but if i dont.....
i have lived my life to my fullest :,)