My new years eve spent with my darling, carina, yeeying, shufang, kaiying, yanghui, janice and yichen! <3
Went to shop at cotton on at noon with swa, then changi city point for food & walkwalk! Saw this super nice American Eagle floral bag that is my target hahahaha! Its only NYE but alot of shops were closed at raffles place & the bus service was terminated also ): Met the girls & went to ancient civillisation museum! Visited the Museum & got free icecream! The cookie dough flavoured one was DAMN GOOD. & watched yh & ky got their free temporary tatoos done cool shit! Slacked aroound on the grass patch outside, (we were ever ready with mats, drinks & tibits) & wait for time to pass heheh. The DJs played rocking music but it was awkward to party then hahahaha........ Left early so i didnt get to countdown with them nor swa ):
OHWELL. hehehe still love them to bits <3

Day 1 - Your Best Friend
I guess I don't specifically have a best friend and I'm not gonna act close to anyone now and regard a specific someone as my BFF on my part.
But I do have an awesome clique of girls which I absolutely adore <3 We have embarked on our journey in NAS together and have gone through alot, but sometimes I just wish we won't be so engaged in our pairs and bond together as a whole instead.
Well, my clique includes various beautiful girls not only on the ouside but at heart as well hehe :) starting with Carina, Huiyi, Kelly, Serene, Shufang, Syahirah, Tan xinyi, Yeeying and me. I guess we're really different in our own ways, but the conclusion is that we're fated to have each other! sometimes I must admit my girls does stuff I disagree with and sometimes it gets on my nerves. And I know people say like oh friends should be truthful to each other but no, we don't. Or at least I dont. You guys may say our friendship is fragile but words can be like knives; once pierced through the heart the wounds can never heal. I don't know if it's superficial or hypocritic but all I know is that I really cherish them and I will not allow any moment of anger or rashness to destroy this rare bond.
We've spent the past 3+ years in tears, laughter, anger, jealousy, betrayal, (like some high school drama) but I'm proud to say that I'm quite sure we're still gonna be friends like this for a longlong time

WENT TO LIVIA IN THE MORNING :D then had lunch @ old town white coffee which was really ex & the food is only so-so......... but my mama paying so yay hahaha! Went home to nap for 4 whole hours so tonight no need sleep already :x
today i finally could relate to the quote "the higher the expectations, the greater the dissapointment" because i really wanted a super nice room but the feng shui master says i MUST have a white room if not -70 marks -.- so the last picture is my room RAH its like everyday i come home to 4 white walls; thanks a million. Was upset & moody for like most of the time but ohwell i should get over it.
Gonna go to livia again tmr cause they're gonna set up the wall papers (which guess what colour mine is.... -.-) white? YEAH BINGO!!! Quite excited to see the end product though, but its gonna be quite bored there so........ text me! hahahahahaha.

30 Day Letter Challenge

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Ok so im gonna give this challenge a shot & wear my heart on my sleeve. :p Starting............... tmr hehe

Hope the co peeps will never change. Although change is inevitable and i have the feeling in my gut that some have changed :-(

CO CAMP TODAY WOOHOO im a station master & qtpie yingjar is my name hehehe i feel so bhb. I was in charge of Tic-tac NASCO with hweeyang for the icebreakers & with kinwei for the suduku chanllenge in our amazing race. Awesome ;) Tictac Nasco was fun as per usual; we upgraded the game, including bomb, extra life & jail hahahahaha I'll give ourselves A+ for effort and creativity!!!!! The amazing race was abit messy & some groups were............. but some were damn zai at suduku! I think all the co peeps all quite zai muahahahhahahaa. Super tiring but really bonded with the usuals heheh! Maybe drifting apart will be undeniable but i hope we can make effort to meet up & bond like the previous batch (which we're all envious of) THANKS ODELIA & PAI for organising this!!!!! Although no lunch cause some teacher.....zzzzzzz. The story thing was damn cool, the video is the best! :D Everyone should check it out if it becomes unprivated heh, i also had loads of fun acting crazy with the usuals singing songs like mad & going off tune HAHA.

Dinner with hweeyang, aaron, arviel, lijean and joanne, while serene left early. Great bonding session at manpuku playing the finger game & scissors paper stone LOL. YEAH MAN DEAD TIRED NOW. Sleeping early tonight like nowwwwwwwwww.

Sorry theres only like 4 photos of today in my phone so bear with it :$ The rest are with Alicia & Joanne, do stalk them if you wanna see how much fun the awesome bananas had today BOOYEAH. :p

 HAHAHAHHA PAI THE ELF



HAHAHA wishing everyday is my birthday so I can receive loads of presents and love. Call me materialistic whatever. :p
Had a great day with swa today, doing nothing special but it means a lot hehe <3 after our movie date of 'we bought a zoo', slacked around and met my buddies at Safra to watch them play pool for awhile and had dinner at KFC!! Feel my fats wobble seriously feeling sinful after consuming the delicious buddy meal hahahaha! Love swa ttm although he can be a pain in the ass hehehe!

I really hate being forced to do stuff and I'm recently really losing interest in piano cause my darling teacher keeps pressurizing me and criticizing me arghhhh. Is it me or does everyone else only like to hear the good stuff? But in fact, now what everyone does is only to speculate and are so damn stingy with praises. If someone looks good, praise them! Or if someone does a great job, compliment them! So annoying when you get beaten down and so unappreciated :-( rah so as you can tell, I got another lashing today at piano but nothings gonna beat me down I'm gonna practise like mad this week and show you in your face ughhhhhh!

Just got off the phone with ny bff serene hehehe love crapping with her and it's been long since we telephoned each other so yay!!! Co camp tmr gotta be up early. Was actually looking forward to it but the excitement is fading....... Ohno hope things prove me wrong tmr! Hope the juniors are really hyper and fun tmr! Yay catch up time tmr! ;)

Hehe today is a great chill out day for me, starting the morning by playing practicing piano, then travelling a long train ride to jurong west cause theres a warehouse sale for bedsheets! Bought pretty bedsheets, super heavy & cabbed home heheh. Slacked at home, watched some tv, then i cooked dinner for my family! I cooked spagetti with campbell soup so delicious, but i didnt cook the noodles chewy enough so got negative feedback from my critic mother. ): Had a slight nap to freshen up & tadaaaaaaaaa here i am! Lovin' days like this hehe

HOHOHO!!!!!! Merry Christmas everybodyyyyy <3
love all my presents! :D so happy with my new school bag next year from swa (so ex omg so guilty) & planner from kelly! YEAH MAN

Christmas Eve
Met swa for awhile, hehe whoops was impatient waiting at home so i got angry hahahahaha :$ spent too much time with him that was late for exchanging presents with the girls D: I feel damn bad cause we were supposed to meet at 2 but i only arrived at around 3.40.......... they were super mad at me (or fake angry so as they say) &they refused to pick up my calls (cause i missed their calls) & ignored me when i reached there..... i was so upset & guilty i cried so badly hahahahaha omg damn paiseh :x They all dao me especially shufang & carina's dao faces, plus tan, yeeying & kelly backfacing me, then huiyi ignore me completely & serene shooting me sympathetic looks.... The scene was really super duper scary i was so afraid they reallyreally angry at me. But if it was me i'll be pissed too shit i suck big time. SORRY GIRLS!!! SO SO SO SO SORRY OMG D:

Then trained to serene's church CHC to watch drama & sing songs hehehehe! It was good but i felt previous years like more fun perhaps cause the cell group got more people hehe! Headed to orchard to have dinner @ yoshinoya & had dessert @ coldstone, my first time there, IT WAS DAMN COOL!!!! The employees there were damn hip & amazingly zai, flipping icecreams in the air like its dancing i swear! Pretty sight watching them prepare our icecream! It was damn good by the way, a must try!! :D After that we spammed many pictures as shown below love them loads <3

Couldnt stay for countdown so i had to train home all by myself and act busy hehe. Thankfully reached home before 12 yay lovely day!

CHRISTMAS DAY!!!

Woke up at 11+ damn shiok then practiced piano for abit then went to lunch with family at pizzahut! yummy we ate the christmas party meal or something like that whoopwhoop! ;-) DA BEST MAN. ate till super full & my pig family all went home to sleep hahahahaha. My family tradition always eat till super bloated then go home to nap O;

Then met swa, he brought me to merlion park & we walkwalkwalk hehehehe went window shopping (me so sad) at alot of places & drank starbucks yay!!!! It was a chilling christmas today spent with my loved ones so im super contented! *inserts infinity heartshapes* Had loads of fun & swa sent me home it was like mission impossible 5 hahahahahhaha. Mwacks lovelove

Firstly, TODAY IS CHRISTMAS EVE ALREADY HOLLAAAAAA hehehe

Ok so technically yeterday 23rd dec, i had primary school gathering with my bestest mates. i feel dumb with them cause out of 8 of us only 2 (including me) need to take Olevels, sian so intimidated + inferior D: Had quite alot of fun although it was awkward at first haha! Early in the morning we went to ecp to supposedly cycle but because atsushi was late (somemore he suggested it) so we just went there........ to play mono deal......... hahahahahhahahahaha what the shit right. Then went to cathay to catch "we bought a zoo", we missed the front part cause we were late! Its a freaking nice movie by the way, a must watch indeed! Did i mention we chionged lunch within 20minutes, literally passing food around & gobbling icecream, main course, pasta, and soup hahaha! The guys were really scary their appetite is humongous o:

hehe took pic then i headed off early too meet kaiying! was surprised that carina & kelly came too! so sorry to get them drenched though ): My toms became like dark brown (which is a blessing in disguise so i wont look like im not wearing shoes) but inside my feet feels slimy and prune srunched up skin ewwwwww. Went to walkwalk for abit then me & ky went to town while the other 2 went to bugis, shopped around with ky for chirag's gift & went shopping for my stuffs heheheh! FOREVER 21 IS SERIOUSLY A HEAVEN BUILT FOR GIRLS HAHAHAHAHA! shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. that also means that i spent alot. plus we went to flea @ scape too, jialat. ok forget it im not gonna rant about how ill-disciplined i am with money. After that me & ky went to meet our boyfs respectively yay! :D

spent abit of quality time with swa & today is his first day of work! & he had bbq after too, busy bee. OH by the way saw alot of people today from our school, most is i dont know them but saw huiyi & shihong @ cine & sahil & clique @ whitesands cool man!

ok the end MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!! a huge teddy bear will be nice hehehe. ;) Its the joy of giving so i hope swa likes the present & i hope my present is presentable enough for exchange with my girls <3 Really love shopping, for others is 30% but for myself is 70% muahahahahah goodnight!

I wonder if pms is just an excuse for me because the occasional mood swings are getting from bad to worse. Today is the day. Hahahaha overthinking & shutting myself out from the world. I doubt anyone can understand this feeling of trying to act like everythings alright when its not at all. feeling fucking weak and need to be strong & independant. gogo running man please work your magic on me and make me laugh & forget what im facing at least for a moment.

YEAH TODAY IS PAYDAY!!!!! $450 mwacks hehehehe.
Mama cheated by buying tangyuan instead of making em, & today swa fetched me from work yay. how lucky can i get and how ever happy can i be yay.

MA NAILS 4 XMAS keke credits to my sis

Caught Mission Impossible 4 today with swa & got his christmas pressie hehe!
Saw yy & txy at tmall too! Miss em so so so much next time i'll be seeing them will probably be in 2 days time! yoohoo christmas eve everybody make some noise!!!!!! Bought bedsheets today prettypretty & my blanket is electric blue! yeah will be moving to livia on 2nd Jan & really got to save up now........ How can i resist shopping arghhhhhhhh asshole. Ohwell running man as per usual & got to sleep like now cause got work tmr ): Get well soon babyboy loveya but hate ya for overthinking :p

halu guys!!! :) its me again, currently super hyped on blogging but i wonder how long it will last.
morning woke up slightly late for piano lesson, got scolded again *sigh* horrible teacher i love her but (i think shes in need of money) so she asks me to go over thrice a week. THRICE can you believe that?! Then I couldnt get my songs smooth so she nagged at me about i should change my attitude T.T zzzzzzz ohwell. next lesson is fri but i was pissed & i explained to mama so she became my accomplice in lying hahahahaha! she insisted that i forced her to, but three times a week really too much plus i have work! so demanding, why you like that huh huh huh?!
YAYYYYYY & i managed to clear out my unused clothings & socks & packed my table! I think i deserve a round of applause hehehe. Met swa for mission impossible 4 initially at cathay but it was sold out damn! so we walked around instead i get tempted so so so easily. ok i made a promise to myself. If i can get into MJ, i'll get myself the smiggle tin pencil case. its soooooooo pretty it has this pretty shade of purple, but i dont really need it :$ We also ate kfc, yummy! & some expensive icecream, snickers flavoured yeah :D (but mum says im fat now)
time flew when we're having fun & off we went home! & i napped like a pig. Had a long chat with mum & sis about my work & piano of course, but mama doesnt allot me to stay over at huiyi's on christmas eve ARGHHHHHHH D:< !@#$%^&*&^%$#@! I guess i'll have to go home with txy then hahaha poor us ):
YEAH running man time!!!!!!! BYE!
anyway theres this SUPER COOL shop at plaza sing called "made with love" FREAKING NICE & WHEN I SAY FREAKING IT MEANS I FREAKING MEAN IT. ok thats all :) wish i was rich then i could buy everythingggggggggg

secret santa gift

gift from Andy

my masterpiece hehe <3

lovin' my dream catcher necklace

Currently eating strawberry pocky pai bought for me & watching running man hehehehe lifes good! ^^
got up late today with a grouchy mood argh tiredly went to work but time flew at work today! I gave the cards to my collegues and they like it! yayyyy! To thank me, Andy bought a sheep plush toy & Claire got chocolate cake (super nice) in return for me. I feel so doted on ;) Gabriel bought me bread also hahaha. I got to sleep for abit during work but woke up with stuff neck zzzz. Work was quite okay, met friendly customers today!!!!!! Really made my day :D so glad i was of help and they could get what was suitable for them yeshhhhh.
After work so tireddddddddd, rushed off to meet pai to go to joanne's house!!!! Her house is freaking huge! Rich girl indeed, ngeeann pri jiu shi ngeeann pri hehe. meanasses ate without us but i only ate abit so now so hungry keke! Thanks to Winston's mom we had great food, beef, pork, chicken, veggies and all woohoo!!!
The guys were pretty lame stuck on playing games wii & fifa blah so i just watched! played piano with hweeyang hes quite good actually! then chased kinwei out of the room so me aaron and jo could chat in the room. hehe love them alot <3 & jiaqi too but she left early ):
met swa for abit, (poor him) then went home!!!! saw minggoose on the way too and the train had a little malfunction zzzzz. But at least got to meet my baby for abit today yay (:
WHY THESE FEW DAYS EVERYDAY RAIN SO DAMPENING. D:
Heheh after seeing jo's house im quite determined to keep my room neat & tidy and decorate nicenice hehe. Yay cant wait to get my own room hellyeahhhhhhh.
PS im getting real vulgar under the influence of my darling co mates tsktsktsk.

Anyway congrats to those who scored well for Nlevels!!! &Jiayou to those that didnt do so well you can do it! :D
so afraid of my own results, if i cannot get into MJ............. i really dont know what to do. *cross fingers* but i know im not smart so im prepared for the worse but im really afraid things might turn out really bad that i cannot handle it

Slackish Sunday today!!! ;-)

And I've learnt that I'm a really failed planner cmi :( supposedly going to livia to swim with clique but end up 3/4 of the girls were having their periods so Suay! So swimming plans were canceled, car and yy were sick and only left me Kelly hy and sf hahaha! Had lunch with family at Elias mall then headed to hy house I was early whoops! Me & hy were pretty lame and bored and we watched......... Phenias and ferb movie hahaha (I think I spelled it wrongly though :$) then Kelly and sf came after and we slacked and chat at hy's pretty room! Envious of her collection of bears the girls are so mean they laugh at me :-( yeah that's pretty much it, had fun though just bonding with them, chatting about Christmas plans and all. Also chocolates hy bought from US were absolutely fabulous and I ate all the caramel ones bout one hour ago omg.... Fatty me.

Then met swa below hy's house <3 but I made him angry :-( luckily ok already keke! It was raining cats and dogs hate it. Went to t1 for dinner! Had long johns the don't know what meal for 2 people. I think I suck.... Super embarrassing I hate myself :( I spilled my ice lemon tea, the 2 ladies beside me freaked out cause it spilled onto their legs and the lady opposite me was giving me black face. :-( although I said sorry I couldn't meet their eyes if I were them I would be cussing under my breathe like crazy o: left long johns damn paiseh-ly Ohman...... The cleaner so nice she offered me another cup of drink, the world should have more nice people like her yay.

It was raining like mad so me and swa took bus from t1 to airport back to t1 then sengkang! Hehe was a great trip time flew we got to chitchat a lot and my baby is very petty hehe recently quite jealous also hahahaha! I'm afraid that I snatch him away from his friends and resulting the guys not to like me or worse still, him :( ohno.

Did Christmas cards at night and watched running man yay!!!!! Okie better sleep now work tmr plus steamboat at Joanne's!!! Woohoooooo! Love my gwangsoo if you're reading this! Thanks baby and sorry :-(

SOUL SURFER

Heheheheh rewatching it for the Nth time already but this time with my sis. SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS ITS THE BEST MOVIE EVER, go catch it if you havent! Goodlooking main characters, good plot, motivational spirit, cool surfing stuffies what moits an you ask for!?

its like saturday now so by right later morning im going for facial and then meet my two fav guys to go shopping!!!!!!! HELLYEAH finally! TGIF literally heaving a sigh of relief although its not my last day of work but still kinda marks freedom time. Just have to work for 2 more days next week then im done and i'll receive current asset of $450 muahahahah. ok fine to some of you guys it might be peanuts but to me its like a pot of gold :D

Had fun today at work cause it was quite slack and went to the shop to help out and sold some stuffs! still abit nervous to face the customers but i think ive improved alot keke! i really like my working buddies and i hope its mutual as well or else awkward me :-( okie got to start the movie soon! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i wonder if anybody is reading this though. Cant wait for tomorrow! (;

Yay I finally created my new blog! So many urls aren't even available I'm so pissed hahahaha! Currently at work now but really enjoying it ;) although it's just $5 per hour but I'm contented! This few weeks I've been witnessing a lot of drama at work, gossips behind each others back and backstabbing. Tsktsk at the adults neh set good example. My weekdays now are working my butt off from 9am to 6pm then go home bathe eat dinner and watch running man!!!! :D everyone's watching it so I followed suit kekeke. Swa is gwangsu and Junwen is HAHA hehehehe damn cute :B working is good and I must admit money is my main reason for working not experience haha!
Yesterday I took leave for piano lesson and afternoon went to tmall to shop! Went to get presents for the secret Santa for my clique and bought planner and body mist for myself omg and my new year red dress!!!! Prettypretty ^^ but now I owe my sis $64 omg........ Gonna work till 23 rd to pay off my debts and I can go shopping!! $.$ My mama keeps hinting me to treat the elders a meal and give them angbao... Sooooooo I must learn how to spend wisely! But I'm sure swa will control my expenses :-( why can't I buy everything that I want and need hehehe. People say the world is a beautiful place sometimes I agree but sometimes I feel it's just plain bullshit argh. Okie off I go going to run some errands for the boss now Byebye!

PS: 10 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!!!!!