Somewhere only we know

I wonder if pms is just an excuse for me because the occasional mood swings are getting from bad to worse. Today is the day. Hahahaha overthinking & shutting myself out from the world. I doubt anyone can understand this feeling of trying to act like everythings alright when its not at all. feeling fucking weak and need to be strong & independant. gogo running man please work your magic on me and make me laugh & forget what im facing at least for a moment.