Thursday, April 26, 2012

When you try your best but you dont succeed~

Well that explains my sentiments exactly. Sometimes i wanna change myself to be a quiet and studious girl, no goofing around in class and dozing off but they're just words that i speak and no actions taken. I doubt i can ever do that.... and maybe thats why my results are like this. All or most scholars are studious and serious about work and all, but me...... haiiiiiii dont even go there.
Just had econs time practice 2, and as expected, i screwed up. Who ever thought econs could be this hard to grasp? I keep trying to persuade myself that its normal to fail & its backfiring. I wanna cry everytime i do badly like a cry baby. Its just April and im just in year 1 imagine year 2...... Cant even imagine how im gonna get through mid years, promo, and this year even. I wanna be like Debi damn. :-(
sad x depressed x unmotivated right now. Someone save me please.

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