Teachers Day

So its finally friday, this week has been the most tedious/hectic week yet,

with math test, geog test, EOM dateline, and econs remedial on consecutive days. IT WAS THE WORST WEEK EVER. but whatever man, the break is here!!! 

its time to appreciate our dear teachers everybody!!!!

so we had our teachers day concert in AJ, it was pretty boring, like a platform for the talented elites to showcase their talents, but some of them screwed up because of their nerves. hmmmm theres thus girl i didnt pay attention to her name.... shes damn good!!!!!! id listen to her all day. She sand acoustic version of use somebody, SOOOOOOOOO DARN GOOD. & there were break dance and all, pretty cool shit. But some were just off pitch and over the top trying to show off but failed heheh meanie. Like i sing very well hahaha but still!!! Kinda regretted coming to school today argh.

(she really sounded like this!!!)

Cabbed to NAS with erica & nicole, ohman awkward turtle is me. but it was such great fun at NAS, not really haha, didnt get to meet the teachers, but at least i got to see my girls!!! & boys. everyone was present woohoo!!!! its a rare sight nowadays so tragic, all so caught up with our hectic lives. D: took tons of pictures with the 4r4 girls, i feel we didnt change much at all, all still ever so pretty and intelligent whoopwhoop. So much for post on facebook, im the only one who posted! Really miss that place we used to call our second home. But it was weird, everyone getting all stranger-ish and all. 

Then ikea for lunch, so scrumptious! yay contentment overload. Then homed and got to nap!! yay such a lovely day today. Then met swa for dinner woohoo! i think we've grown up hehe now all we do is settle down and talk about serious shit and school happenings, but i love it. hehehe heart to heart talks are the best <3 ohyeah, i texted Mr melvin & kelvin ng to wish them, awwww love them both though M was more friendly i loved him more anyway hehehe evilgirl95. oh those times......... nostalgic moment and sad song playing at the background - that kinda feeling haha drama much. 

Love my life, couldnt ask for any better friends/family/stupid boy/teachers (EXCEPT MRS WITCH ONG)/but i could use better attitude/brain/grades. heheh never contented i guess. OOOH and love my new top from f21 that qd bought, so pretty yay!!! love pretty stuffs 

MUGGER WOO MODE ON!!!! ok nah just gonna do my gp essay, FIGHTINGGGGGGGGG

Near to you

He and I, it's somethin' beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Met darling swa on friday to catch 'Brave' , it was good hehehe. Love Disney though im already what, 17 years old. During the movie i kept sneaking peeks at the boy and laughing cause i cannot believe im actually turning him into sentimentalboy95. Made him watch disney movies, chick flicks, all the 'typical school girl, cliques, love, drama, friendship, relationship, family' kinda story. & now he automatically asks me if i wanna watch those kinda movie without even bringing in all the war, fight, gangster kinda shows heheh. So cute, a 17 year old boy who plays dragon vale (-.-) sitting beside me watching disney movies and looking at me whenever its a touching scene so he can wipe away my tears. lovelovelove. <3

We chatted all that we missed, school, life, studies and all. It was good, love talking to him about everything in my life, significant or not. But we've been so busy now i cant even tell him about my rough days or my bad mood. But we bitched about people, (ok it was just me) & i realised im such a bitch ): i love my friends but there are stuffs that they do that i cannot reckon with, therefore me complaining and ranting to swa. & hearing from him, im damn mean/judgemental/prideful/the-list-goes-on. I feel bad. I can only say all i feel to swa & debi, for i think they know me best (maybe?) and i trust that all that i say are safe with them. Must start forgiving, overlooking their flaws and embracing their kind souls deep inside, despite some humans whom you really got to search DEEEEEEEEEP inside. & i cant say that im perfect i swear if i met me, i'll hate myself. Sometimes in school i can hear myself word vomitting and everyone being nice and respond or sometimes too many people are talking and im ignored. sobz life goes on hahahaha. 

Thankful for the girls in 33/12 & my best friend/ gay friend/ lover - swa. Miss times when we meet up and talk about everything under the sun because text is so......... you-cant-elaborate-stuff. After a good friday's rest, back to hectic life where i have to deal with freaking geog test on tuesday and math test on wednesday. Wish me luck folks, whut whut *raise the roof sign* HAHAHAHAHA watched too much disney comedies, they're too cute.

Im trying

sucks to be me. ok la maybe not. 

jc life is really really stressful, at the beginning i was all positive and like "i can do this, i can actually breeze through and promote" now........... ha ha ha ha ha. 

sucks that i suck at everything cause im not trying hard enough. I know that why? because i have time to watch tv and slack and blog. What on earth. 

Ms D really motivated me in her sarcastic usual way. Gotta prove it to her that im smart enough. 

I CAN DO IT LETS GO.

but for now........ headache + cramps & laziness all acting up.

CAN WILL MUST hardcore mug during the weekends. 

especially geog which i have been dozing off/catch no balls during lectures + the fact that our awesome sunshine teacher is just a useless cynical witch. life is great. oh yay.

but............ gonna meet swa tmr to watch brave!!! hope everything goes well & yay :-)

changed my fb cover to this: 

 & comp wallpaper to this: 

hehe currently in love with tumblr inspirational quotes :-)
ok so today during gp we learnt about science and technology, & it really got me thinking. We learnt about cloning, scientists playing with genes and all. The thing that sparked off all thoughts was the glowing monkey. Really will never forget that picture........

i kinda wish technology would just stop here at this very moment. I mean its cool that there are people researching on methods to make the world a better place and cure to diseases and solutions to the unsolved mysteries, but this is really too much. & its kinda mean to test our findings on animals because they're living things as well. I dont feel so strongly for plants, no offence but animals are so close to heart its weird to see them being transformed into some deformed monster. everyone should google "glowing monkey" and see what the modern TOO advanced has done to the poor animals. 

ok got to go bathe and start work soon heheh been slacking since guitar ended. 

watch me

so horribly bored now....... kinda completed homework for the weekend, thanks to the 5 day break ;-) so darn enjoyable!!! i could get used to this man seriously. Ok shucks i just realised i still have chem undone. But is really hard so i dont know what to do.
weekends has been good to me so far, Sat spent my day having piano, then studying at debi's with sarah, then kfc with swa and did my eom! It was good, i did it fast without any distractions yay yay yay :-)
Today had tuition, bombarded tutor with integration, so bloody difficult!! Then had lunch with my family hehe, time flew but i finally bought my tribal laptop case hellyeah!!! Homed to do more integration it was horrid. Then slacked till now hehehe im doomed.

bored bored bored. What should i do now :(((((((((((((((((

Where i belong

HAPPY 47th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!! not the best/ most patriotic citizen here but still...... :-)
it doesnt feel like national day today & to me its just a long awaited break, i really needed it.
So thankful for the short school week, monday passed in a wink and tuesday had piano exam, lets not go into detail hahaha. & lastly, guitar farewell!!!! the chicken wing was goooooooooooood. & luckily we had lihui & lijune the aunties helped us 'chope' a lot of food heheh! i had fun though just hanging out with the usuals in guitar. <3 it was a tiring day though. Wednesday morning got my day ruined because i was late for school again. I think im falling back into my own trap, it took me so much effort to climb a little further up then i had to slide back down deeper again. HAHA cwo on friday........... -.- yay what fun.
it was not really productive today, booooo. But had dinner over at shihong's so nice of him to invite the clique to eat steamboat at his place although it was a failed gathering ): miss my girls so much. It was a simple dinner and slacking in his room but time passed sooooooo fast!!!

-WANTS-

pics from friday at debi's
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it was a good sunday for me, spent with 2 of my favourite people. hehe
Morning swa woke up early just to accompany me for my piano practice @ kovan hehe. omg i sucked needa practice more but time.is.running.out. camwhored on the bus it was damn unflattering and ugly and horrible but hahahahah we had a fun time. Then had math tuition which was unfruitful because i was unprepared. Then bathed & met serene to study @ sports hub! Fruitful session completed my econs work!!! YAY. :-) then slacked till now at home keke. love the feeling of completing work then slacking to heart's content without having to feel guilty for heaps of undone work. KEKE. love how i spent my friday, sat & sunday though saturday could be better spent. Trying to live life to my fullest now. Wanna die with no regrets. & when the time comes when im stuck at the limbo where god is deciding whether i get to go to heaven or hell, i hope he overlooks the sins ive made which are uncountable and see the changes i made in my life & the effort i put in (hahahah yeah right) and tada send me to heaven to be an angel to watch over my loved ones.

my fav pic of the day hahahahah!!!! forced swa to put as lock screen i bet he removed it >:(

swa's version of facepalm. -retard-

What a relief that i survived yet another tedious and horrible week. but loads more to come yay its like mission impossible and a test of endurance for me.
its like mon - piano practice @ kovan
tues - normal class + 2 hours of math + econs remedial (test), guitar till 8.
wed - guitar till 6
thurs - paradigma - boring shit. then econs remedial
fri - f yeah its all over. gp consultation, piano lesson then dinz with debi & her place to study! It was fun <3 hehehehe and productive too!

Didnt maximise my productivity today, allocation inefficiency for me as there was an underallocation of resources towards doing homework (overallocation of sleeping time), thus PMB > PMC causing a divergence. EMC (last minute work to do later), and Qe > Qs society values an additional unit of doing homework more than what it cost society to produce it.
HAHAHAHA story of my life. this is lousy econs market failure essay outline by the way. please dont spot my mistakes; i will hide in the corner and cry.
Yeah so piano exam is around the corner and im freaking out. All the "keep calm and carry on" is bullshit. today i screwed up my mock piano exam because i was too tensed up & pressured i guess. (as mr griffin says: tyres, balloons can be pressurised, humans are pressured.) planning to pass my gp so i have to speak prim and proper English. Le sigh. OH ANYWAY just came back from ntuc, spent $130 of my parents hard earn money on good food, (gonna die of guilt, diabetes, hypertension, fattiness and stupidity) top reasons of my death. or maybe carelessness and clumsiness - accidentally fall off the building or accidentally get knocked down by a car. lol.

ok next up i got to: - do EOM & WR
                             - Econs case study
                             - Econs worksheet
                             - practice piano
                             - bathe & sleep YAY. :-)))))

hope to see swa tomorrow, we've been nerds & we deserve a break but no we cant, at most we can only eat kitkats. BOOHOO true story.

The A Team <3