Somewhere only we know

Met darling swa on friday to catch 'Brave' , it was good hehehe. Love Disney though im already what, 17 years old. During the movie i kept sneaking peeks at the boy and laughing cause i cannot believe im actually turning him into sentimentalboy95. Made him watch disney movies, chick flicks, all the 'typical school girl, cliques, love, drama, friendship, relationship, family' kinda story. & now he automatically asks me if i wanna watch those kinda movie without even bringing in all the war, fight, gangster kinda shows heheh. So cute, a 17 year old boy who plays dragon vale (-.-) sitting beside me watching disney movies and looking at me whenever its a touching scene so he can wipe away my tears. lovelovelove. <3

We chatted all that we missed, school, life, studies and all. It was good, love talking to him about everything in my life, significant or not. But we've been so busy now i cant even tell him about my rough days or my bad mood. But we bitched about people, (ok it was just me) & i realised im such a bitch ): i love my friends but there are stuffs that they do that i cannot reckon with, therefore me complaining and ranting to swa. & hearing from him, im damn mean/judgemental/prideful/the-list-goes-on. I feel bad. I can only say all i feel to swa & debi, for i think they know me best (maybe?) and i trust that all that i say are safe with them. Must start forgiving, overlooking their flaws and embracing their kind souls deep inside, despite some humans whom you really got to search DEEEEEEEEEP inside. & i cant say that im perfect i swear if i met me, i'll hate myself. Sometimes in school i can hear myself word vomitting and everyone being nice and respond or sometimes too many people are talking and im ignored. sobz life goes on hahahaha. 

Thankful for the girls in 33/12 & my best friend/ gay friend/ lover - swa. Miss times when we meet up and talk about everything under the sun because text is so......... you-cant-elaborate-stuff. After a good friday's rest, back to hectic life where i have to deal with freaking geog test on tuesday and math test on wednesday. Wish me luck folks, whut whut *raise the roof sign* HAHAHAHAHA watched too much disney comedies, they're too cute.