Old songs have the best melodies/tunes
here are some of my faves

Youre beautiful - James Blunt

Imagine - John Lennon

if you knew me

if you knew me youd know that i value results alot, & yup i disappoint alot

if you knew me youd know that i compare myself with others alot, & everyday it gets worse until something magical happens and i forget my flaws

if you knew me youd know that as much as i cherish my friends, i like to be alone because being alone is the definition of tranquillity.

if you knew me youd know that i try my best to challenge myself, so dont you dare judge me

if you knew me youd know that im really chatty, so when im not, you ought to know im upset

if you knew me youd know that im really sensitive & very often i pretend to not hear things people say simply because i dont know how to react to them.

if you knew me youd know that i like it when people show their appreciation to me, so i know they're not just using me and discarding me when im not of use

if you knew me youd know that i hate it when people tap/hit me, really.

if you knew me youd know that im really messy & disorganised, but dont tell me what to do or how
messy i am because please tell me something i dont know.

if you knew me youd know that i can be selfish selectively

if you knew me youd know that i put on a façade so well im so clueless about who i really am

if you knew me youd know that i ponder about stuff alot, positive, negative, life, death.

if you knew me youd know that you hardly know me at all.

temporary liberation

YAY the 5 day crazy Mid Year CT is over!!!!!!
& so is the much treasured june hols. T.T
heheheh life feels so aimless yet good not having to be buried in books today.

had a pretty bad math p2..... such a disappointment ohno, careless + brainless.
then went to lenise's house to lepak followed by despicable me with the clique.
to be honest despicable me isnt really my thing..... hahhahaha but since it was a clique thing (i thought it would be) plus a destress session, so it was good. omg i realised it was our first movie together!! oh besides hunger games the other time last year to celebrate my birthday. so sweet <3
went home, continued my dream high, ate early dinner cooked by my mama then napped. it was so horrible i knocked out for more than 4 hours.........

how ah guys i keep screwing up my exams.
anyway kelly just posted the junie birthday party pics on fb, omg we are damn cute lol. plus those were good times. damn happy and carefree :-)

loved my june hols & how i managed my time, not bad actually. hahahahhaha but sense of urgency must up up up up!!!! sums up my adventure with swa on 11th, sentosa with class clique on 12th, junies birthday celebration on 13th, serene's badminton + dinner celebration on 14th, carina's airport surprise on 16th. ahyo no pics in my phone of huiyi's damn atas dinner at house on 18th & yeeying's breakfast surprise on 19th. :( very happening right my june hols HAHAHAHAHA. amazing how i squeeze my time out for studies actually.

but but but i have a confession to make. during the exam week...... i was so slack and hooked onto dream high i finished it in a week, this week. as in exam week. OMG IM BEYOND HORRIBLE.

OK BYE. i just saw wardrobemess has this $19,90 knotted dress, someone buy for me? :-((((((