Tuesday, July 16, 2013

if you knew me

if you knew me youd know that i value results alot, & yup i disappoint alot

if you knew me youd know that i compare myself with others alot, & everyday it gets worse until something magical happens and i forget my flaws

if you knew me youd know that as much as i cherish my friends, i like to be alone because being alone is the definition of tranquillity.

if you knew me youd know that i try my best to challenge myself, so dont you dare judge me

if you knew me youd know that im really chatty, so when im not, you ought to know im upset

if you knew me youd know that im really sensitive & very often i pretend to not hear things people say simply because i dont know how to react to them.

if you knew me youd know that i like it when people show their appreciation to me, so i know they're not just using me and discarding me when im not of use

if you knew me youd know that i hate it when people tap/hit me, really.

if you knew me youd know that im really messy & disorganised, but dont tell me what to do or how
messy i am because please tell me something i dont know.

if you knew me youd know that i can be selfish selectively

if you knew me youd know that i put on a façade so well im so clueless about who i really am

if you knew me youd know that i ponder about stuff alot, positive, negative, life, death.

if you knew me youd know that you hardly know me at all.

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