graduation in school was a tad boring for me hahaha ive got high taste for performancesc but i found myself tearing to videos from the teachers & juniors. ;,(
cant believe jc life is about to end, as much as i dreaded it.
phototaking session was a crazy long one, then homed to bathe then met the girls for marche again.
ending farewell in ajc with a good note, then off to fighting for my future again.
got home and was so crazy tired i slept at 10 but was awakened by the insanely loud thunder & pitter patter of the the rain drumming on the window. it was frankly speaking quite frightening i wanted to run into my parents room lol.
Monday, October 7, 2013
monday blues :-(((((
So freaking tired despite only having classes for 3 subjects only. to think about it secondary school used to be way worse, there were so many subjects to juggle. BUT A levels is still the ultimate villain la.
today morning was so epic, woke up pretty early but took my own sweet time again and when i checked iris, both of my choices of bus (89 & 39) were arriving. i swear i panicked like crazy. if youre thinking that its gonna be a twist and i ran for the bus and i caught it............ youre wrong. i missed both buses (they came tgt just my luck) i tried for an alternate route a took another bus........ then alighted at the mj bustop but there was no diff AHAHAHAH loser jia. so yeah, was running pretty late alr thank goodness the 39 driver drove at a not bad speed, got to khatib mrt at 7.10? then got stuck at the platform for forever because of the crowded, packed-like-sardines train. i missed like 5 trains? cause the area near the doors was so damn congested. oh well almost like 1/4 of the cohort was stuck outside the school gate anyway, the scene was pretty interesting HAHAH. i swear they still lock the gates are you serious.....
got home early but tired heh. but got to watch 'stuck in love' with swa! i dont get why its M18...... when other more inappropriate shows are just PG. it was not bad..... next movie date would be for about time!!! yay thank goodness simz doesnt abhor chick flicks or id have no one to watch with :,(
but i was being a nerd so we went home straight after the movie. of course, lousy me couldnt take the exhaustion and succumbed to a what planned to be a 1 hour nap to a almost 2 hour nap. muahahah so fufilling. Resulting in the state im in now, all perked with energy with lemon juice's aid too.
im in the midst of preparing for econs prep test tmr if youre wondering. but i want to sleep so bad :((((
& i havent had a normal conversation with a human being since forever...... normally through social media, and stuff but ya. even when i talk to swa its like a 5 min phone call, (plus today's movie date isnt really the best way to bond & chat) but it was good nevertheless. HEHE
ok bye goodnight everyone. i believe in quality over quantity. if i cant take it anymore id rather go sleep MUAHAHA & revise again tmr sobz
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
say whaaaaaat its october already?!?!?!?!
ohmy i dont know whats gotten into me i have been oversleeping like crazy. resulting in being late for school hahahah. whats new right? but the few more minutes (ok more than a few) gave me so much more life/enegry to embrace to new, tough day of school.
i know my previous posts have been about school, bad results and how life sucks but ive grown to know that aj was a rather surprisingly good choice for me. (perhaps ive ever made, we'll see about that)
the environment there - homey. yeah the facilities are poor, the activities are limited and lacking creativity, and criticisms of how poor our school is comes like free. BUT, the company there (or at least those ive met) are priceless. love them to bits (i know youre reading this my darlings)
and for the past week, it has been rough on me because As are nearing and i cant accept the fact that im still stuck in the incomprehensible maze of academics. Yeah.......... lets not talk about it. but ive been receiving many texts/ whatsapp chats/ words of encouragement from my friends and family (indirectly knowing how awkward my family members are hahahaha) not only that, i was super touched when serene called me yesterday night just to check up on me (& to brag to me about her improvement) im really happy for everyone who has improved, really. but at the same time worrying that im lagging behind.
what a life of an 18 year old kid. i swear, after As, yolo it is. Need to enjoy the rest of my teenage years. feeling so old and browsing through instagram photos of girls as young as primary school kids putting on makeup, shopping at branded stores....... WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT??????????
need to get a life, hence using this opportunity of a early dismissal school day tuesday to enjoy some naps, good food (snacks i mean), computer time with the aircon on. kekeke this is my so called life for the time being. minutes later it'll be back to hell, but im gonna make the best out of it cause its gonna be worth it HEHEHE.
some good music for you?
i dont care what anyone says about miley. Ya its kinda obscene and stuff and i disagree with her change, cause its misleading to kids and stuff. But we're not her parents or whoever. as fans, (im not a miley fan, i just like her songs) we should just support her right, plus shes been through a rough time, people do weird stuff when they're stressed/ emotionally unstable. With all the media pressure and image to uphold, its disgusting how the media can ruin alot of things and twist facts and choose to only report the hipster/ gossiplicious stuff but what about the stuff that we love about the old miley? why forget all that & let those criticisms & imagery stuff get into your head?
