ohmy i dont know whats gotten into me i have been oversleeping like crazy. resulting in being late for school hahahah. whats new right? but the few more minutes (ok more than a few) gave me so much more life/enegry to embrace to new, tough day of school.
i know my previous posts have been about school, bad results and how life sucks but ive grown to know that aj was a rather surprisingly good choice for me. (perhaps ive ever made, we'll see about that)
the environment there - homey. yeah the facilities are poor, the activities are limited and lacking creativity, and criticisms of how poor our school is comes like free. BUT, the company there (or at least those ive met) are priceless. love them to bits (i know youre reading this my darlings)
and for the past week, it has been rough on me because As are nearing and i cant accept the fact that im still stuck in the incomprehensible maze of academics. Yeah.......... lets not talk about it. but ive been receiving many texts/ whatsapp chats/ words of encouragement from my friends and family (indirectly knowing how awkward my family members are hahahaha) not only that, i was super touched when serene called me yesterday night just to check up on me (& to brag to me about her improvement) im really happy for everyone who has improved, really. but at the same time worrying that im lagging behind.
what a life of an 18 year old kid. i swear, after As, yolo it is. Need to enjoy the rest of my teenage years. feeling so old and browsing through instagram photos of girls as young as primary school kids putting on makeup, shopping at branded stores....... WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT??????????
need to get a life, hence using this opportunity of a early dismissal school day tuesday to enjoy some naps, good food (snacks i mean), computer time with the aircon on. kekeke this is my so called life for the time being. minutes later it'll be back to hell, but im gonna make the best out of it cause its gonna be worth it HEHEHE.
some good music for you?
i dont care what anyone says about miley. Ya its kinda obscene and stuff and i disagree with her change, cause its misleading to kids and stuff. But we're not her parents or whoever. as fans, (im not a miley fan, i just like her songs) we should just support her right, plus shes been through a rough time, people do weird stuff when they're stressed/ emotionally unstable. With all the media pressure and image to uphold, its disgusting how the media can ruin alot of things and twist facts and choose to only report the hipster/ gossiplicious stuff but what about the stuff that we love about the old miley? why forget all that & let those criticisms & imagery stuff get into your head?
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