Somewhere only we know

my whole life crashing down on me
negative thoughts so overwhelming i cant stop the tears brimming over my stupid eyes.
ok i need to step up my game. and stop bloody crying like a wimp/loser.
fuck, you are stupid this time so just suck it.
MUST DO SO MUCH BETTER IN As. ITS A MUST YOU DONT EVEN HAVE A CHOICE.
ok this is a pact i vow to keep.
i swear i will wipe that smug off your face & make my parents' / teachers' jaw drop.
this is not a joke hahahahahaha

to everyone out there (the inner me included), have faith and believe in yourself, & keep your thoughts positive. because

“Your beliefs become your thoughts,
Your thoughts become your words,
Your words become your actions,
Your actions become your habits,
Your habits become your values,
Your values become your destiny.”

-Mahatma Gandhi