It's ok

It's ok that you spent your whole holiday focusing on it and still didn't get your desired results

It's ok that she's flaunting her big fat grades in your face

It's ok that people question "what happened to you?" In that sympathetic tone

It's ok that people around tell you it's ok when apparently it's not

It's ok that you are obliged to put up a strong front in front of everyone

It's ok that you fight back tears in the crowd 

It's ok that you are afraid of disappointing others who have pinned their hopes on you 

It's ok to not be ok

But

I just wanna be ok today