Test of endurance

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I OFFICIALLY HAVE NO LIFE
Juggling with homework and sleep is so challenging no even considering meeting up with swa & the others + piano & guitar for leisure & using the computer.
Its so tough I wonder if im able to handle it,
I wonder if i have the ability to hang in there,
I wonder if i can actually get through As.

Boring school week as per usual, but im halfway there! left with tomorrow and friday, & its the weekends again!!!! :-) forever counting down to the weekends on weekdays. Mondays and Tuesdays are the slowest days, and once you get through those 2 days, the week kinda flies. But being able to keep awake during lectures/tutorials is another thing. & guess what, if sleeping in class was a subject, i'll be the Valedictorian of the school HAHAHA.

"Its time to begin, isnt it

im getting a little bit bigger

but then i'll admit

im just the same as i was

why wont you understand

im never changing who i am"

what a long week........

guitar lunch @ nebo on wednesday which was super cool & fun :-)

& pizza hut with the girls on fri.

This week was a relatively good one, although geog still sucks as per usual.

Saturday got to spend time with swa for abit then met qd & len @ bugis to get some shopping done & it was a fruitful one YAY!!!! seriously, after you go to bugis you'll realise all the blogshops stuffs are so damn over priced. Got loads of really pretty stuff woohoo!

Then today had a rather productive tuition lesson then met swa to shop at ikea & waste time, then homed!!! 

life is good so far but it can be better. The logic about girls liking bad boys cause the hope to be the reason for them to change for the better kinda make sense, in my case im just being a typical girl who wants to mould him into someone i want him to be? I dont know whether im making any sense but yeah whatever shitz. this is saddening period. need some music right now.

It will rain

Fri was kelly's 18th birthday!!! :-) had a really bad day in school wanted to explode so badly im really upset that my girls arent with me. Then again are we still as close now? apparently not...... so who am i left with now?
Went to udders to "surprise" her for abit, literally ABIT. like 30min or so. It was still good to see most of them after so long and upset that not everyone turned up ):

Sat morning caught up with deb & piano-ed, then went to SRJC with kelly for the first time to support our dearest serene tan for her band concert! It was surprisingly good & entertaining. thumbsup! It was a nua day, really good because it was raining. At night jammed with sister for abit. Hahahaha awkward........... but it was fun i guess?

Sunday from morning to before i met swa, time passed slowly which was good, did work and guitar-ed and watched tv as if i had alot of time to spare. Then met swa for some cny shopping for him at tamp, his style of shopping is so horrible - stuck in the same shop for hours!!! I went to walkwalk at topshop, new look, everywhere & still tried on some stuffs & he wasnt even done yet hahahaha. Went home and watched ANTM accompanied by B&Js, life is good + plus the cuddle weather woohoo! The weekend would be perfect if i didnt have chem test tmr......... ):

& sometimes i wished i stayed alone, the house would be so much more peaceful....... but messy i admit.

Tired

School is such a burden. Nuff said

Show you'all

Went to my sk house on monday, not productive but i miss the environment a tad bit. But got to sit 86 with debz home, rare bonding time. ): yay my acoustic guitar is back!!!

Had a napfa pretest on Tues, so far so good!!! ran 7 rounds in about 20 minutes, & i got praised by qd & simin & debz! It means alot. teehee my jogging paid off! Hope i can pass my 2.4 this time! Then had guitar after PE, so horrible. There was a last minute audition, most probably for the candidates for SYC? i think i passed it hurray!! So yep 2 things to celebrate today :-)

Wed - short lessons today, then cca day for most. Guitar was boring as per usual. I really like my class <3 so fun to be with, & they're all good company :-) Rushed home after guitar and met swa for a surprise i planned but kinda failed ): only met for an hour plus or so but i hope we destressed abit with Maple Tree Hugger woohoo!!!! yum yum yum. Cant believe we finished the whole tub in minutes. Monsters HAHAH!

Superman

AJ openhouse on friday!!!!

my fav people in AJ <3 

got to mingle with the guitar peeps & future AJ J1s & led mini groups around the school for a "tour", HAHAHA it was really fun for some groups cause the kids so cute. But some abit sian, what to do )-: & got cheated by qd & mingyuan's Sports Club seniors, i thought they were J1s & i offered them a tour & they evilly agreed. Omg cant believe i made a fool out of myself HAHAHA. Epic fail. It was a great experience & i participated in all the mass dances, it was surprisingly fun! :-) all the hidden AJ spirit were aflame. Got to mend the guitar booth while guitarists were performing & watched the performances! Dance was awesome as per usual, always the main spectacle of the show. 

Ate pepper lunch with them all & had a great time, then caught up with erica on the train journey home. Met up with pai because i was really thirsty & dehydrated & was craving for cupwalker hehe. So he came at a short notice to lend me money to buy my fav but unappealing peppermint green tea with aloe vera. & we chatted for quite long, i dont understand why we can click when we're quite different. Promised to be friends forever so he would learn to ride the motorbike or drive a car to ferry me around or to bring me for a spin hehe so cute. 

Sat 

meetups for xflowerpower & help qd meetup for her shopclothesmoney, DO SUPPORT US ON INSTAGRAM!!

then went home to supposedly mug and complete gp homework, but i was taking my own sweet time and chilling because there was still sunday to complete it. ARGH procrastination at its best. Met my girls for dinner at 2 day 1 night to actually celebrate kelly's birthday, virgin experience there, quite nice!!! ;-) We made alot of noise there & talked like theres no tomorrow, laughed till my tummy ached too, my happy pills. <3

i think we quite cute, you think???? ^-^

Sunday is the stay at home and complete gp day. Had alot to complete which explains why im up at 1.27AM on a Sunday aka monday. Go figure. 

REMIXXXXXXXXXXX

I cant believe ive never heard of United States of Pop. This is the 2009 version, basically DJ Earworm remixes the top 25 songs of the particular year every year. But i feel the 2009 one beats the rest to pulp. (or maybe its just because we're dancing to this song tmr) 

*BIG HINT* YA SO DO CATCH US AT AJ TOMORROW!!!!! FREAKING KEWL FL*SHM*BS!!!! making things super obvious here HAHAHA. & of course goodlooking dudes & babes & a great studying environment here :-)

Today is the release of Olevel results, loads of NASians did super well, really proud of them. Why do they get single digits so effortlessly OMG..... i feel really bad now. Gonna wallow in self pity for abit but i'll be better tomorrow. I have to be. Gonna bring guests to tour around our school!! First time since primary school that im doing this, pretty excited! Plus with the dances & cheers & guitar performances (which i might not be able to perform) 

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William Blake - Auguries of Innocence

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

A robin redbreast in a cage
Puts all heaven in a rage.

A dove-house fill'd with doves and pigeons
Shudders hell thro' all its regions.
A dog starv'd at his master's gate
Predicts the ruin of the state.

A horse misused upon the road
Calls to heaven for human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted hare
A fibre from the brain does tear.

A skylark wounded in the wing,
A cherubim does cease to sing.
The game-cock clipt and arm'd for fight
Does the rising sun affright.

Every wolf's and lion's howl
Raises from hell a human soul.

The wild deer, wand'ring here and there,
Keeps the human soul from care.
The lamb misus'd breeds public strife,
And yet forgives the butcher's knife.

The bat that flits at close of eve
Has left the brain that won't believe.
The owl that calls upon the night
Speaks the unbeliever's fright.

He who shall hurt the little wren
Shall never be belov'd by men.
He who the ox to wrath has mov'd
Shall never be by woman lov'd.

The wanton boy that kills the fly
Shall feel the spider's enmity.
He who torments the chafer's sprite
Weaves a bower in endless night.

The caterpillar on the leaf
Repeats to thee thy mother's grief.
Kill not the moth nor butterfly,
For the last judgement draweth nigh.

He who shall train the horse to war
Shall never pass the polar bar.
The beggar's dog and widow's cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.

The gnat that sings his summer's song
Poison gets from slander's tongue.
The poison of the snake and newt
Is the sweat of envy's foot.

The poison of the honey bee
Is the artist's jealousy.

The prince's robes and beggar's rags
Are toadstools on the miser's bags.
A truth that's told with bad intent
Beats all the lies you can invent.

It is right it should be so;
Man was made for joy and woe;
And when this we rightly know,
Thro' the world we safely go.

Joy and woe are woven fine,
A clothing for the soul divine.
Under every grief and pine
Runs a joy with silken twine.

The babe is more than swaddling bands;
Every farmer understands.
Every tear from every eye
Becomes a babe in eternity;

This is caught by females bright,
And return'd to its own delight.
The bleat, the bark, bellow, and roar,
Are waves that beat on heaven's shore.

The babe that weeps the rod beneath
Writes revenge in realms of death.
The beggar's rags, fluttering in air,
Does to rags the heavens tear.

The soldier, arm'd with sword and gun,
Palsied strikes the summer's sun.
The poor man's farthing is worth more
Than all the gold on Afric's shore.

One mite wrung from the lab'rer's hands
Shall buy and sell the miser's lands;
Or, if protected from on high,
Does that whole nation sell and buy.

He who mocks the infant's faith
Shall be mock'd in age and death.
He who shall teach the child to doubt
The rotting grave shall ne'er get out.

He who respects the infant's faith
Triumphs over hell and death.
The child's toys and the old man's reasons
Are the fruits of the two seasons.

The questioner, who sits so sly,
Shall never know how to reply.
He who replies to words of doubt
Doth put the light of knowledge out.

The strongest poison ever known
Came from Caesar's laurel crown.
Nought can deform the human race
Like to the armour's iron brace.

When gold and gems adorn the plow,
To peaceful arts shall envy bow.
A riddle, or the cricket's cry,
Is to doubt a fit reply.

The emmet's inch and eagle's mile
Make lame philosophy to smile.
He who doubts from what he sees
Will ne'er believe, do what you please.

If the sun and moon should doubt,
They'd immediately go out.
To be in a passion you good may do,
But no good if a passion is in you.

The whore and gambler, by the state
Licensed, build that nation's fate.
The harlot's cry from street to street
Shall weave old England's winding-sheet.

The winner's shout, the loser's curse,
Dance before dead England's hearse.

Every night and every morn
Some to misery are born,
Every morn and every night
Some are born to sweet delight.

Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.

We are led to believe a lie
When we see not thro' the eye,
Which was born in a night to perish in a night,
When the soul slept in beams of light.

God appears, and God is light,
To those poor souls who dwell in night;
But does a human form display
To those who dwell in realms of day.

i kinda dig this

I CANT STAND PEOPLE WHO DONT DO THEIR JOB
I CANT STAND PEOPLE WHO DONT COMMIT
I CANT STAND PEOPLE WHO SCREW THINGS UP
I CANT STAND PEOPLE WHO ARE WET BLANKETS

due to the open house im getting so pissed that ruined my day today. & since i cant stand so many people/stuff........ I shall just sit.

Big day tmr, COME TO AJ EVERYBODY!!!!! Open house from 11.30 - 5pm!
 If your L1R5 after deduction is 6-10, AJ is pretty ok for you! :-)

Feeling so stupid and helpless no one can ever possibly understand. Not even you my dear

Young Girls

First post for the year 2013!!! 

Its so unbelievable that 2012 is gone (for good)

been busy studying this week, but this week has been good :-)

cotton on is having crazy sales now so yeah welcome to my closet new cotton on stuff!

& i managed to tidy up the study room this morning! level messy unlocked!!!

& serene stayed over last night to supposedly study but surprise surprise

& got to catch up with aaron & joanne on wednesday. 

dreading bloc tests the coming mon-wed........ stressful life of a J2

especially econs since i finally passed it in promos & now i got to maintain the grade & i have to improve in months....... ah freak. 

gonna have a mini break after that dreadful week HAHAHA making plans for the future lolol. 

so after bloc tests end, following up is the AJ open house prep & itself on fri, Freaking rush/ last minute much???? I dont get how they can just push the open house forward, dont we have to advertise or something??? ok that all. I feel damn blessed & im damn satisfied with my life although i obviously have unlimited wants & desires. But my only wish is that all my buddies get to go through J2 with me as well..... )-: 

my to do list for 2013 [x]