Could spend hours doing everything and anything besides work ):
bumped into hazel today at yck mrt, such a pleasant surprise. Shes all grown up & pretty like a princess my goodness. My friends were all singing praises of her skin/dressing/hair everything la HAHAHAHA like some stalker.
Hmmmm always curious to know what a life of a perfect looking person (on the surface perhaps) is. & what they're going through/what runs through their mind/ how they feel blahblah. Why cant i be as perfect...)-: inferiority overload.
Really need to buck up. Its now or never. Always feeling damn stupid when i answer questions wrongly in class i want to cry. Especially in econs. Not even kidding. No one understands, the fact that im damn bad at econs & teacher kinda makes my stupidity public as if i dont freaking know. But im totally losing my drive, or in the first place where the hell is my drive?!?!
Feeling damn guilty seeing my classmates do work during breaks while i waste my life away.
What am i doing with my life..............
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