Before i get to work, i shall do a mini pep talk for myself.
Well, i got 35 rank points for promos which is really pretty bad considering the fact that my peers are doing quite well. ):
have to buck up. I know i said it millions of times but i didnt mean it when i say it or my motivation only lasted me for days. But now, things are different. I really wanna do well, & i have to.
The worst thing is im really stressed out & my self esteem is underground. Promo results aint helping & people around me effortlessly doing ok or better than me just serves to escalate my anxiety. Plus theres block test in the beginning of J2 & im going overseas from 7-23 dec. How the f am i supposed to study like that?! Im going to die and nobody understands. To my peers seeing my chionging my work now, im not a nerd & neither do i want to chiong everything and sacrifice my playing time. But i dont have a choice you see, i really dont.
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