Saturday went to bukit gombak lihui's house to do pw, it was not bad, but the travelling time just sucks. At least i got to eat mos burger with swa for dinner YAYYYYY mos burger soup!!!! :-) current fav & im super addicted hehehe.
Sunday piano then swa's place to do pw. Was super frustrated about many things....... keep losing my temper i blame it on my possibly upcoming period. At least i got some work done & all thanks to deb & lihui we got our slides ready for monday!
OP prac again today, im sad we keep having to edit our slides & that our actual OP is the last day when many friends already ended theirs today. sobz. But on the brighter side at least we have more time to improve our slides & practice! RAH officially have no life at all. The worst thing is after OP, promos results gonna be released, hop for the best really. ):
Busy busy week ahead, gonna have our Service learning project to the zoo soon, probably wed or thurs, then piano on wed (if possible) then lihui's party on sat + piano, and many random meetups with instashop buyers or sellers. & not forgetting time to prac pw to perfection i hope. Im becoming more confident i can feel it. Its just the reliance/reference to slides...... I CAN DO IT. Why is public speaking so damn difficult?! & thinking on the spot to answer questions, so hard to achieve an EE (exceeding expectations) the fact that my group members are doing well & other members of other groups too..... is not very encouraging. But im learning from the best & my mistakes. Although i admit its hard for me to accept suggestions/ criticisms cause im so prideful & stubborn & egoistic. so yeah getting upset when i do badly is a norm & yet i shut myself out from bad stuff people say about me, treating their criticisms as motivation instead of genuine advice. What kind of ego maniac am i....... shit im such a freak.
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