Somewhere only we know

hehe hi guys im currently halfway through my Alevels its excruciating  (i swear)
recently im damn into brackets i dont know why & GP paper 2 asked the intent for the bracket im like OKAYYYYYYYYYYY

side track:
i feel like everyone has split personalities
its like the body clock where it automatically adjusts for you to wake up early on school days & sleep in on weekends
like we automatically switch to different personality modes when interacting with different types of people
i swear it happens to me all the time like in one day i can be 5 ying jias
like theres a serious side, playful side, wilful & bratty side (to my family mostly) , bitchy evil side (with bitchy people of course) & alot alot more la. depending on mood too
so interesting, its not like we're hypocrites or anything. i came up with my own theory, its that we wanna fit in to blend with the other party, so we adjust our personality to fit theirs (if you are friends with them & is obliged to hang & you cant avoid them/ because you have a strange but precious connection) then you would out in effort to be someone that they'll "accept" TADA THATS WHY. sociology 101 HAHAHAHA.

if you dont know im absolutely a flower child, like i love flowers alot. Photographs, floral designs, & real plants.
But then again most stuff in my closet are basic one coloured stuff (the other alternative would be floral duh) & most of them are grey/black. (maybe its because its easy to match but since i like flowers so much i would/should have more floral than dark colours?)
SEE!!! its so contrasting weird.

ok enough of my weird talking-to-myself shit. & im so disappointed with myself for chemistry T.T WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. sigh sigh sigh.
need to get a grip of myself & MOVE ON.
miss everyone so much, miss playing around & i kinda miss lectures too (im weird i know)