Wednesday, November 20, 2013

honestly, the only way to avoid is to play your peace and shut your mouth.
ive learnt that since upper secondary i think, & really, it works
you know if you argue (even if youre right - but oh wait we always think we're right), the fight will definitely escalate into something undesirable
been witnessing too many fights in the house to know not to take sides, not to get involved.
just watch, and know for myself whos right and whos wrong (technically both parties)
i hate how we disrespect each other & how we dont communicate well enough everyday to know whats going on in everyones life. How i dont know your feelings, what youre doing.
i like being the happy kid, the kai xin guo of the family. i feel like all our relatives are drifting apart. i feel like its my duty to bond us together again.
jealousy, comparisons, everything that is so unnecessary that ruins us humans.
Why? its so ridiculous
insensitivity of course. my biggest fear. i really cannot stand insensitive people, although it was unintentional but it hurts so so bad & i tend to overthink stuff so i'll just wallow in self pity
i hate how dramas really do happen in real life
you hate her, she hates her, he hates her, they hate her, you hate him, he hates you......... and so on
so it all comes down to the question - are humans better off without emotions?

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